McFaul 35 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 When I was about 22, I had about 4 months where I was fuckin really bad. I don't know if it was clinical depression, but I was pretty fucking bad. I don't know if it was actual depression even though I was depressed. I couldn't think straight because to be quite open and frank with you, I was off the rails, gambling £1000 a week I couldn't afford, I was doing loads of e, and it was really fucking me up. Working in Sunderland made me even worse. I stopped all the shit, never really done any harmful drugs since, and I was back to my cheerful old self in no time. When you are depressed though, it's a fucking lonely old place, you think everyone thinks you're a mug, and you get paranoid. I'd have ended up dead if I didn't change at that time, being hospitalised by 3 kids did me more good than bad. I did prozac for 2 months, but that's nee good neither because you don't feel sad any more which is fair enough, but you don't feel happy neither. You don't fucking feel anything, nothing excites you, and you don't know why you exist. Anyway, I would never just say pull yourself together to someone who's depressed, because I'm sure every depression is slightly different. When I had it I used to talk to me sister who is a psychologist, and I used to say usually when everything is bad and people are cunts, I feel like I'm in a greenhouse and all of the rain bounces off, but now all of the glass is smashed and even little things are hurting me. It was over a four month period, I remember the toon beat Man Utd 3-0 (Big Dunc scored) and I was at the match like a fucking zombie was awful. Everyone went out afterwards, but I went home in tears. You get stronger again though, and never look back, I've had bad times since as everybody does, but never been depressed since then. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wolfy 12 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 When I was about 22, I had about 4 months where I was fuckin really bad. I don't know if it was clinical depression, but I was pretty fucking bad. I don't know if it was actual depression even though I was depressed. I couldn't think straight because to be quite open and frank with you, I was off the rails, gambling £1000 a week I couldn't afford, I was doing loads of e, and it was really fucking me up. Working in Sunderland made me even worse. I stopped all the shit, never really done any harmful drugs since, and I was back to my cheerful old self in no time. When you are depressed though, it's a fucking lonely old place, you think everyone thinks you're a mug, and you get paranoid. I'd have ended up dead if I didn't change at that time, being hospitalised by 3 kids did me more good than bad. I did prozac for 2 months, but that's nee good neither because you don't feel sad any more which is fair enough, but you don't feel happy neither. You don't fucking feel anything, nothing excites you, and you don't know why you exist. Anyway, I would never just say pull yourself together to someone who's depressed, because I'm sure every depression is slightly different. When I had it I used to talk to me sister who is a psychologist, and I used to say usually when everything is bad and people are cunts, I feel like I'm in a greenhouse and all of the rain bounces off, but now all of the glass is smashed and even little things are hurting me. It was over a four month period, I remember the toon beat Man Utd 3-0 (Big Dunc scored) and I was at the match like a fucking zombie was awful. Everyone went out afterwards, but I went home in tears. You get stronger again though, and never look back, I've had bad times since as everybody does, but never been depressed since then. At least you have the bottle to admit it, regardless of it being on a message board. Admitting to something like that is a key issue to actually dealing with it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ewerk 26192 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 You want to know about depression? Just ask Victoria Pendleton and her pathetic self-obsession.. http://www.dailymail...like-wally.html She hasn't said anything that bad? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catmag 336 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 She hasn't said anything that bad? I just don't like her And her body depresses her. Poor Victoria. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wykikitoon 16500 Posted November 6, 2012 Author Share Posted November 6, 2012 I just don't like her And her body depresses her. Poor Victoria. Ignorant tbh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tooj 17 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 I just don't like her And her body depresses her. Poor Victoria. Pipe down! It is blasphemous to say anything negative about Queen Victoria. The filthy bitch that she so obviously is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PaddockLad 14528 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 (edited) I think all atheletes in single-competitive sports need to be self obsessed just to get to the top...the very best hide it well from the general public so they keep the sponsorship deals rolling in, doesn't look like Vicky managed it very well though. She needs to step out of the media spotlight for a bit, but going straight from an Olympic podium on to a live BBC tv dancing contest in front of millions suggests she likes the attention a bit too much...not a good combination for the old mental health I'd imagine. Edited November 6, 2012 by PaddockLad Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ewerk 26192 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 I just don't like her And her body depresses her. Poor Victoria. It's just nice for once to hear a woman complaining about her legs getting smaller. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ewerk 26192 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 She needs to step out of the media spotlight for a bit, but going straight from an Olympic podium on to a live BBC tv dancing contest in front of millions suggests she likes the attention a bit too much I can't blame any Olympian for cashing in while they're still hot. After the countless hours training that they put in without much chance of any serious financial reward it's hard to begrudge her her time in the limelight and the paid interviews, appearances and sponsorships that come with it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catmag 336 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 Pipe down! It is blasphemous to say anything negative about Queen Victoria. The filthy bitch that she so obviously is. She's bloody crackers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Park Life 70 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 A family member of mine went to the doctor and was diagnosed with depression. She told the doctor that she didn't want anti-depressants and would much prefer counselling but was told that the waiting list was so long that she would be waiting well over a year and to take the pills. Anyone know how long it takes to get talking to a counselor on the NHS for someone who has 'mild' depression? I had Jungian psychotherapy a couple of years ago for about 4 months. I can honestly say it was better than my other method of handling my issues ie going down the pub getting drunk and chatting bullshit. Although I'd admit both methods have their merits. I honestly believe a lot of depression these days is caused by the structures of society breaking down and people gabbling on about Lost and Dexter instead of actually listening to each others problems. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
McFaul 35 Posted November 6, 2012 Share Posted November 6, 2012 (edited) At least you have the bottle to admit it, regardless of it being on a message board. Admitting to something like that is a key issue to actually dealing with it. Well it's hardly like I'm coming oot the closet and saying I'm bent.* Having depression is fuck all to be ashamed of, it's 2012 not 1912. I don't know about chemical imbalances in the brain for me, because it was all because of a perfect storm in my life, the chemical imbalances were probably created by dutch chemicals. * nowt wrong with this too for anyone that gets on their high horse or bats for Kent [/morematuremodernman] Edited November 6, 2012 by McFaul Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Fish 8950 Posted November 7, 2012 Share Posted November 7, 2012 She's bloody crackers. The best ones are. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catmag 336 Posted November 7, 2012 Share Posted November 7, 2012 The best ones are. Aye, and you're the expert! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Fish 8950 Posted November 7, 2012 Share Posted November 7, 2012 It's not that I'm an expert, it's just that I'm doing a lot of research. p.s. check your inbox Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alex 30256 Posted November 7, 2012 Share Posted November 7, 2012 You want to know about depression? Just ask Victoria Pendleton and her pathetic self-obsession.. http://www.dailymail...like-wally.html Never mind that, what about Chantelle and Alex Reid? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gejon 2 Posted November 7, 2012 Share Posted November 7, 2012 Well it's hardly like I'm coming oot the closet and saying I'm bent.* Having depression is fuck all to be ashamed of, it's 2012 not 1912. I don't know about chemical imbalances in the brain for me, because it was all because of a perfect storm in my life, the chemical imbalances were probably created by dutch chemicals. * nowt wrong with this too for anyone that gets on their high horse or bats for Kent [/morematuremodernman] It shouldn't be something to be ashamed of but it's still pretty brave to admit it imo. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monroe Transfer 0 Posted November 7, 2012 Share Posted November 7, 2012 Never mind that, what about Chantelle and Alex Reid? Biggest waste of 99p I've ever seen: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gene_Clark 12 Posted November 8, 2012 Share Posted November 8, 2012 After my dad died in 2009 (day after Bobby Robson), I had bereavement counselling through CRUSE, who are based at St. Gabriel's in Heaton. It was 6 group sessions of talking through what the grief actually meant; it was really helpful (& free, though donations keep the organisation going). It was non-judgemental & entirely reflective & supportive. It stopped me from becoming medically depressed I'm sure, as it provided timely intervention, halfway between a formal medical referral (waiting list; stigma etc) & family discussions (fraught with difficulty as everyone is involved in the same grieving process & reacts differently). If anyone ever needs this, the contact details can be found at http://www.crusebereavementcare.org.uk/LocalCruse.html Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tooj 17 Posted May 9, 2013 Share Posted May 9, 2013 http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.co.uk/2013/05/depression-part-two.html?m=1 Really insightful and heart warming article. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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