Im far from clever Alex. Far from it.
But I don't pretend to be. Your desperation to appear as some authority figure on an internet forum illustrates a certain lack of actual character in the real world no doubt.
Your day is made if someone applies an emoji to a comment you have typed. You dont even need to get dressed in the morning to achieve your aims.
Paradoxically, despite your daily achievements, you are always angry and on edge? Spitting vitriol at faceless strangers, who, lets face it, have a huge affect on your mood. You will, of course, rush to deny it, laugh it off among the faceless comrades. But when you put your phone down or switch the lap top off, you just cant shake that frustration and anger. So you pick it up again and the cycle repeats.
Im here for you Alex- just reach out if you need to